By Shamala Suresh Kee
I couldn’t agree more with Syarifah on the identity thing. Only, she was in the opposite spectrum if compared to my case.
I myself had faced that sh*t. To be totally honest, I am a truly-yours science stream student. Up till Form Six that is. I even accepted an offer to do Applied Biology at our beloved Universiti Sains Malaysia. Now, what made me end up here in Communication, you might ask? Don’t worry, you are not the only human being haunted by that question. *Expletive*. The whole campus wants to know about it. And, didn’t I had a wholy pleasant affair of explaining away the reason in my second year? Probing questions on my decision come uninvited. People tend to size us up by taking our education and wealth generating potential into consideration. The only flaw is this, they do that with prejudice. And very unforgivingly. It seemed to them that I had done a great sin for opting to something other than the Great Science. Alas, I’m settling into my niche. I love Mass Comn.
Now, back to the present. Heck, being roped in into Komunikasi Kampus! has been a surprise. Writing things on and off is one thing. Expecting us to write every week on a regular basis, hmm, could be overrated. *(Eng Kiat, hehe, don’t worry, don’t worry. Just joking). Of course, we can be relied on to write good articles every week (ahem).
The Campus could hold thousands of issues that we could discuss on. The question on why we are here would be a good one to start it off. I believe we are here to attain as much as knowledge and skills that would prepare us for the outside world. Only, what makes me think again is, are we only here to hone our intelectual capacity and ability? How about an insight on the personality and character building? Now, when I say personality, one tend to immediately think of their physical shortcomings, the not-so-cool behaviour and etc. Like the time when I had to walk bare-footed back to my hostel carrying my torn slippers (as a consequence of fighting to get on the bus). Believe me, I went through all that hell before being comfortable with myself and still feel so. Never was there a more horrible critic of myself than me. Nada. Moi.
But, what I think counts more is maturity. On campus, you learn how to handle a hot-pot situation with a certain degree (if not total) of maturity and effectiveness. The success of doing so would reflect on your application of simple but essential means of survival as someone who is studying in a university. By now, people if you don’t understand what i’m saying, I’ll say it again. Its the everyday struggle as an undergraduate that really counts as our worthy education.
I don’t really know how others would rate my thinkings. The whole idea of this is freedom of expression, so be my guest and blast me off.
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Editor’s Note: Please feel free to leave your comments here. Tell us why you came to university. Do you like what you’re studying? Tell us lah
I agree with you
Why i came to USM? sbb dia besssttt….haha. no-lah. Because….
1stly no matter how odd it may seem, i did came here to S.T.U.D.Y ok! And im trying to keep my promise up till now. Ive been mesin around a lot, and almost put my future in danger simply bcoz i hated to be compared to my wayyy better than i am siblings. I hate to study just bcoz i have to, juz bcoz ppl say i should. Thats why i take a long time to understand & convince myself that i am actually studying for my own sake of future NOT by other ppl’s expectation & buck up at the end of the long run. Fewh~
2nd. As much i try to keep this a secret but i could no longer hide the fact that i am here bcoz i am to confirm that i am one of the members of the so-called ‘ Universiti Saudara Mara’. So what if my dad is a ******** in here? or my mum recently….who BOTH equilavantly received the same process of education, scored their own degree till ph.d , worked their own way from bottom to up, received such a hell of ppl who juz dont seem to understand certain issues thats goin around & still with all these so-called luxury you may seem thats only no more than a ‘loan’ from God. Plus,its an advantage that im here being kept an eye on them so that i constantly remember why im here & save wayyy much money on my allowance so that i dont have to use up all the ptptn but only for the sake of the fee while constantly tries to ‘run’ back home & ‘visit’ my family once in a while (week or more..) so that i still hold on to my roots .
3rd i just dont know, surprise me if u can bcoz i just dont know anything about mascom..oops..communication which explains why i did not get the uitm interview previously on the same course which im glad i didn’t bcoz i will spend hell lot more than in usm & miss out to learn about the media prima merging thing that i could not answer during the interview but thankfully i can now in exam hinss* hinss*
The only thing that made me choose communication is bcoz yes…my parents told me to @ suggested that i take up this course which i still ego to agree on without finding out about it, asked my teachers opinion, somebody in journalism, and sneak into one of Dr. Hasrina’s & Dr. Zain’s lecture to get a grasp view on what i will be taught in this course wayy back before anyone of u did haha!
Honestly i dont know why but i just have this strong feeling to join this course and wrote usm as my 1st list and so does other university (though i wanted to go to ums juz to ‘flap my wing’)
I joined the lecture, and i love it. I asked my teacher and they bless me, and my parents obviously stand strong to support me in any way i may choose and in the end i chose communication. What more answers i can give? (..and i do ON MY OWN assignment ok!)
I juz let God plans whatever …not a ‘HE’ nor ‘SHE’ of anything i may have to face through, i will face it and not regret the decision i made even though right now im somewhat torn apart in majoring broadcast or journalism coz in the end….it doesnt even matter. Why? bcoz its who we are that determines who we will be in the work area. If we are good, we are good. God’s wealth is too big for anyone to see and it comes in many ways whether its health,finance,love…anything it can be. But the last thing we should bear in mind is from whom it comes , how its comes & how we spend those wealth & become who we are then in the future. Because life is full of trials & errors for us to learn & re-learn from what we experience. Right? Let it Be…
Sakiinah Mahamad Hakimi (“.)
wuhuuu!!
our second staff writer is hereeee!!
gosh..
your writings made me feel small..
like, really small. =p
*applause*
Dei, thx for da responses la. But, sakinah, i’m overwhelmed. (sob). Thx for telling us the reasons why we are here
welcome
1st time reading ur writing sharm.
dun worry. ure not alone. haha
i wasted one year in foundation studies for medicine. hated it. now im doing what i truly madly deeply LOVE. English literature.
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